essentially, i came up with this idea as i was supposed to be sleeping late one night and i stewed on it for a couple of days and the idea still intrigues me.
i want to write a blog that shares my views and experiences with relationships. my purpose? well, as of know, i'm not entirely sure what could possible come of this. it could very well be a flop. but i also may find somethings about me that need changed (the latter is what i'm hoping for). you see, i have not been entirely successful. there have been clichéd dates and messy breakups but nothing has quite lasted.
in the coming months, i will explore a hefty majority of things, mainly my past relationships. i plan to go even farther back to discover deeper exigency that makes me want the things i want and why i can't find "the one." now, all of this may seem silly as i'm not even out of my teen years. "you silly little kid, why look for true love so early in life?" well mister that is just what i want to know.
i really hope you as a reader can take this as a serious matter. sure, i'll make jokes and be ridiculous if the situation calls for it. but the goal here is a change for the better. i am open to constructive criticism; i know i am not nearly a perfect guy. and to be honest, i want the truth, whether it be hurtful or not. we learn from our mistakes and i want mine to be exposed. so, conversation is welcome, opinions are valued, and learning is healthy.
unfortunately, i will not begin anything deeper this evening. but i have a theory i would like to explore here shortly. please, keep updated and hopefully i won't be the only helped out by this process.
goodnight everybody.
